Monday, August 16, 2010

New

Well where do I start.

First my life has changed in the past 5 months.

I had a great house and a great fiance and a great puppy, but now all I have is the puppy now. Found out he was not that great, he was cheating and lying straight to my face about it. Also his whole family knew about it and didn't do a damn thing about it. I hope it all comes back to bite them in the ass. Then after a month of me being gone the fat bitch moves in with him. I know it shouldn't bother me, but to tell the truth it does. It was my house and he acts like I was never there. I don't know if I will be able to trust another male other than my father.

Then a couple weeks after moving home we find out my mom has cancer, but that is taken care of. Now it is doing things to prevent it.

Now I am back home. Alone again in a world with people that love me. I guess I am the one that people comes to to tell there problems to, but does any one ask how I am, NO. I go through periods where everything upsets me and times when nothing can bring me down.

I had a good job that I quit cus the hours so now I'm back to just school and staying home with mom and the dogs.

I'm glad school is starting back up. I can't wait to be able to finish and be on my own with my own life.

I just wish that my life would turn around and something great happens and I find some one that I can trust with my heart, but I don't know if there is such a person. Is it too much to wish for or not I would just like to know.